Ravennnnn

Now it all juss feels like whatever.. Like I didn't know already.. Sometimes I'm wondering what it is that makes me keep on hoping for something that in the end feels impossible.. How long is it going to be like this? Or how long am I going to feel like this..? It's been so long... Why am I doing this? It really must be something special about it all.. Something that I simply can't resist no matter how much it's tearing..

I guess that.. sometimes even the sun decides to hide behind the clouds..