uhh..
yaa. i dont have much to say.. uhmm.. lately ive been doin uhh nothin. surprise huh... but ya. i had a job interview with sum guys from gamestop... unfortunely i didnt get the job. sum1else did.. damnit. they said theyre gonna call me if anything comes up however... ya.. right.. like thts gonna happen, my ass it will.. oh well.. i had been lookin forward to work there too... now i got nothin to look forward to at all...
soon its xmas.. im still not excited bout it. i dont want anything, i juss feel all depressed now. i finally thought i was gonna be able to do summin else besides sitin inside all day and see the same walls and do my rutins over and over again... but nooo... guess not... feel like sucha failure at life atm. nothin much i can do. guess ill juss have to start over at square one... how much fun tht will be. so what can i look forward to ?? ... ... ...
Never mind, cant figure anything out. Everythings juss gettin worse. Im bout to give up, cause i have no idea what to do now..
if anything comes up.. ill let yall kno...
woah woah woah...who cares if u didnt get the job..its their loss not yours, just keep tryin any place u can get..a job is a job..and most importantly, dont give up babe, cmon now..if u give up now..ull give up later, ill help u though every second of this..as best as i can,and u are definatly not a failure...ur number one in my book, love you!
